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So, back in October 2010, to get that quick trail experience, I ran an XTERRA half marathon in Cheyenne Mountain State Park in Colorado Springs. It was my first real race of any appreciable distance, and I (admittedly somewhat naively) viewed it as an early yardstick of my potential to finish the LT100. I figured if this 13-mile race crushed me, then that would be a clear sign from above that I was deluded to think I could run 100 miles by the following summer. In the weeks prior to the XTERRA race, I remember being more than a little intimidated by the distance and the hills on the course. After all, I had only about five weeks to increase my endurance from two miles on flat terrain to 13 miles on some pretty decent hills. I admit, that sounds like a fairly reasonable goal now, but at the time, it was a challenge.
Well, the XTERRA race didn't crush me, and I came away very motivated by it. I ran the first half of the race at a very controlled pace with Molly (her first half marathon too) and the second half alone at a "less controlled" pace. I don't recall my time (maybe 2:20-something), but I do recall the exhilaration of flying on the downhills on the verge of catastrophe (a habit I've reined in a bit). And I distinctly recall, at the risk of sounding melodramatic, momentarily imaging myself a persistence hunter and feeling that faint, almost subconscious, flickering sense of being connected to the trail.
That rare feeling, more than any other I get while running, has motivated me through my long-distance training runs. I haven't really talked to anyone about this (because I recognize how hokey it sounds), but it is a powerful thing -- kind of like a primal and preternatural deja vu. Maybe I'll write more about it later ... after my good buddies grow tired of the mocking they inevitably will give me now that they've read about my persistence hunter fantasies.
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